Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Moonlight Sonata

This is a piece of writing I did in high school. It's always been a favourite piece of mine. It's based on the Beethoven piece Moonlight Sonata (Piano Sonata no. 14). This song has always been one of my favourites, not only because of its intense beauty and melody, but the rumours that surround its inspiration.
The three movements portray the three main rumours about why Beethoven wrote the piece. Enjoy...





Slowly and elegantly, the notes echoe through the dark hall. They seem to move gracefully, magically, dancing through the sheer curtains looking out to soft rolling hills. Each note skipping off every wall, swirling about and filling every part of my body. I sit at the old grand piano, delicately translating the notes on the fraying pages into sound emotion. Each key I play, evoking mystery, suspense, shivers down my spine. The melody haunts me with dark whispering secrets from hundreds of years before.
The people who once played the same song, the notes rasping that familiar haunting melody, dancing and gliding softly through the air. What was it that they felt? Helplessness? Those deep chords piercing every inch of my body, invading the very heart of my soul. The sweetness of the higher notes longing for love, yearning for that touch. Yet the stormy fierce sforzandos are powerful and angry, inciting a fury I’ve never felt before.
Each movement of Beethoven’s piano Sonata no. 14 telling another story, another journey of emotion. I turn the simple notes and symbols on a stave into tales of love, loss and anger, magnificently interlaced, running deep within me.

1801, a young man sits at the same grand piano. Delicately but skilfully pressing on the keys, evicting the harmonious chords from within the wooden instrument. He sits at the piano, in his white-laced bedroom; his eyes softly raise and glance up at the lake outside the window. Small goose bumps are raised on his skin as he then continues playing. Images of the lake and the night before are etched in his mind. He plays the piece with such passion and emotion; just as he had to the women he has written the piece for.
The first movement depicting a Romeo and Juliet romance. “Moonlight Sonata”, lifting and floating through the air. Each note evoking the same passion and love. The woman sits on a bed several feet away, soaking up the music, swaying her head slightly to the side. Human emotion cannot qualify this poem. Words did not describe what music had to the woman. Each key individually speaking, telling its part of the story. The young mans fingers are strong yet so gentle, flitting across the piano with such ease and such care. Magnificently interlaced, running deep within her.

1950, another young man sits at the same piano. This time, there is no story of love or romance, no moonlit lake. Instead as he sits down to play the second movement of the piece; a different image is displayed before him.
A moment of relative calm, a change in key. The notes sound almost discordant as an uncomfortable but stilling movement sweeps across the church. It is large and shows its age; it has seen this arrangement many times before. The notes now echoe, dancing once more through the room, rolling over every seat and statue.
A hundred eyes all fixed on one little box, moving in time don the long dark isle to the young man's song. An overwhelming feeling of loss fills the church. Each key plagued with grief. Even with the empty feeling touching every inch of skin in the room, the keys are played delicately, finally settling into Dflat.  The young man is struggling, stricken with grief, the weight of every note banging down on him. Remembering what once was of that little box.
A friend. A friend who had prematurely left the world of living. His song was not a love song but rather a solemn funeral hymn.
Today the piece had a grave mediative effect. The movement, denser in consistency than the first. The notes fade, as if preparing for what must come- the goodbye. Each key is touched once again with such delicacy, each fingertip shaking, but determined to play through. Tears roll, like the thundering last notes, shivering and echoing throughout the church. All eyes on that little box.

I begin the third and final movement, Beethoven’s weightiest, leaving he best for last. A stormy final movement, loud and powerful, full of passion and hunger.  As I sit in that room again, overlooking the hills I see a storm brewing. Dark clouds advancing, swelling up and lifting through the magnificent old curtains. The gusts of wind sweep the pages off my stand, flying them about my room like puppets on a string.

The rapid progressions from note to note invigorating. Many fast arpeggios and strongly accented notes, only complementing mother natures own performance.
Requiring skill and precision, flamboyant playing, the piece is no longer delicate and smooth. Instead it is ferocious as I stamp down on the keys, the lower notes impetus for the rest of the piece. The storm was sweeping across the hills fast now, the thunder now rolling just as hard as the notes I played.  The trickling high notes played like rain pelting down upon the windows, cooling the air. Presto agitato, pushing and moving and sweeping across every inch of me. The notes on the page once more being evicted into the air. Raising the hair on my arms, was it the cool storm or the passion of playing?
Pushing and playing, the finality in the tone as slowly the notes become more lyrical and my body begins to relax once more. The storm was settling and coming to an end.

The previous movements of Beethoven’s Sonata sweeping before me. Love, lust, anger, loss, ferocity and power. How music had lent me its storytelling. Told me more than words ever could; strongly yet carefully my fingers touched the final notes. So magnificently interlaced.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Death of the Book.

With the recent closure of two of the biggest book store company's in Australia (Angus & Robertson, and Borders), I've has begun to wonder if this is the death of the book? Not only have we suggested that its demise is in the near future, but in a fit of panic, have run out to buy every e-book/electronic reading tablet we can get our dirty paws on.

Coincidentally, Apple opened its iBook store the other day, leading to a whole new realm of market ownership, with the store only selling books that are compatible with Apple products. Just like the iPod and iTunes, Apple will now have a huge monopoly on the market.

But what happened to the good old paperback? The Beatles sung about wanting to be a paperback writer, so will Rebecca Black now release a song declaring her desire to be a Kindle-typer? Bad jokes aside, I'm not yet ready to enter a world where the book has become but a mere memory of yesterday, thrown into the pile of unwanted technological junk next to the Nokia 6110. There are but a handful of book stores left in the world, with the common man sitting on his daily train ride flipping through his copy of 'Catcher in the Rye' on his iPad.

I just can't see how anybody could actually enjoy the idea of reading an entire novel, or even a text book on a screen. I struggle to get through this 200 odd word rant without having to stop and stare into the abyss that is reality for a few seconds, for fear that my eyes may well turn square. I already need the assistance of spectacles in day to day life and I doubt very much that by spending my spare time reading off a bright screen, that I will be able see my own reflection by the time I am 30.

There is so much that is beautiful about reading a book. The smell, tagging the pages and writing little notes or circling your favourite phrases. Even being able to see how far you've gotten into it as it sits on your desk is a part of the fun of reading. I take a huge amount of pride in my book collection. It make sit on my shelf all dusty and piled up like the Leaning Tower of Pisa, but each book tells a story. Not just it's own narrative, but a time in my life. I suppose they are kind of like photos for me, as each one brings back memories. My childhood books are my favourite- the entire collection of Roald Dahl stories sits on my shelf and every time I see it it gives me that warm feeling inside and reminds me of being a kid.

When my generation is dead what will they pass on to their children and grandchildren. Their hardrives? Their USB stick full of e-books? Their 2009 Macbook filled torrents or their FIRST iPod?
How can we throw away one of the most beautiful pieces of art that man has made. Stories are told in many forms, but the book is a medium that HAS to stay. I don't want to look at my kids one day and have them ask what a book is, or a novel or even a magazine. How someone can become completely divulged in an electronic screen that probably has that many distractions and links etc is beyond me.
So PLEASE, save our books, because it may just be the last bit of reality we are holding onto.


This picture was taken at my favourite bookstore- Shakespeare and Co. in Paris. It sells new and used books and is just about the cutest place you'll ever see.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Going Hungry for Fashion

Ever spent your last $20 on a cute top and spent the next two days starving until your next pay? I'm currently in a bit of a famine after spending over 8 grand in 12 days whilst on a shopping trip to the USA. Most people look at me when I tell them that and they probably think 'Oh what a silly young girl'... Whilst it may be one of the more stupid decisions in my life, it brought me the greatest amount of satisfaction.

Everyone goes on and on about how young people today are in more debt than ever before. We are materialistic, technology savvy, blah blah blah. All of this is true, but does it necessarily have to be a negative thing?

Most of our parents and our grandparents went through tough periods of their life, working their asses off to get to where they are today. They then spent the second half of their life trying to give their children everything that they never had, creating an entire generation of spoilt rotten little brats. I wouldn't say I'm spoilt rotten, I live in a lower-middle class household and since I was about 15, I've paid for almost everything I need in my life myself- minus of course my high school education and the roof over my head. I guess I'm one of the lucky ones, in that my family has ingrained in me a certain sense of hard work, and a crazy sense of play!

Most people in my family work more than 2 jobs. I work 3, and I study full time at uni. Most people think I'm crazy, and while I may be, I look damn good doing it. On my trip I happened to acquire myself a Chanel purse, it cost more than what my car is worth and I'll eventually have to put it under insurance, but buying that bag was one of the most satisfying experiences.
I had a similar experience this time last year, when I went on a six week holiday to europe. The last leg of the trip was Paris, I'd been waiting all my life to get there. It took 18 months of working my absolute ASS off, missing birthdays to get up at 4am for work, driving everywhere because I couldn't afford to drink, but I did it and when I got there I burst into tears.

There is no better feeling than achieving your goal. While a good part of our generation will take advantage of mummy and daddy's trust fund, the free car and allowance, many of us are just as hard working as our parents, and their parents. We just chose to spend our money in different ways. Things that make us happy now are much different to those in 1960, you can debate all you want about how society has crumbled to globalisation and I'm an absolute sucker for buying that bag. But lifestyle has changed since then, and I'm sure that your parents thought the same about you. I may never get the chance to 'throw away' money like that again, with mortgage rates the way they are. So why not just go all out and be young and stupid?


I found this interesting video on Hungry Beast about the company Zara. I haven't included it in this post to validate anything I've said, I just thought that it was extremely interesting. Check it out if you can on the ABC. I constantly sit in awe at their ability to tell stories.

Friday, June 3, 2011

A red wine a day keeps the doctor away



Over the past couple of years I have seemed to acquire a taste for red wine. I'd always thought it was a bit of a 'wanker' drink and preferred to humbly suck away at the valve of my goon bag. But tough days come and beggars can't be choosers, so eventually I was forced one fateful (and extremely intoxicated) night to drink a bottle of red from my parents cupboard. I'd already gone through the cupboard and cleaned my parents of any spare christmas gifts over the last 5 years (neither of them drank wine at the time), and so it was time to turn my taste buds onto the red.

This morning after 2 hours of bootcamp and pilates at the gym, the only thing I could think about was WINE, and lots of it! I actually considered how bad it was that my habitual saturday morning routine was gym, then bottleo. Most people would question whether that is a question for concern (or alcoholism) but as i trudged through the front door, face red, fringe plastered to my forehead all I could say to myself (and my confused family) was that red wine is good for your heart. That's what I heard on Today Tonight or Kerry-Anne or some shit. It got me thinking why. There was also that small shroud of guilt I felt for having gone to the Bottleo at 11am on a saturday morning, greeting the cashier by his first name and him asking several questions about how my life was. I'm not sure how many other people are THAT close with their local alcohol supplier.

With that, I jumped on to good old google and started to research a few things. Normal when I google doctor I always end up convinced in plagues with some kind of cancer and retreat into a blubbering mess. However when researching the medical advantages of red wine I was only more convinced that I should march myself back up to the shop and buy a few more bottles. Just to get me through until it opens again tomorrow. So here are a few (revised) reasons as to why we should drink more red wine:

1. As mentioned previously red wine is good for your heart. Now there is a million, big explanations all over the internet for this one, but I'm going to put it plainly for you- it lowers cholesterol levels. So for all you cheeseburger loving fatty's out there, next time you supersize make sure you have a handy glass of Cab Sav near by to counter balance the cholesterol and give those arteries a bit of a rest!

2. It helps keep your immune system up and running! Apparently most alcohol makes your immune system fall to shit, but red wine DOESN'T (ta da). So if you like your booze but don't want to spend your days with your face stuffed into a box of kleenex then hit up the old rouge!

3. It's a great form of antioxidant! So when you get up on a monday morning after that weekend-long bender, and you say to yourself "I'm going on a detox", don't stock up on green tea, fad shakes or cranberry juice, just by a case of Merlot and it'll clean you right out!

4. It relieves stress. Well I think this one is a no-brainer. Any type of alcoholic drink is going to make you relax a bit more, especially when you chuck in a few panadine fortes as well. But basically doctors say that drinking a glass with dinner is an excellent way to wind down after a stressful day at work, or if you like, kindergarten.

5. It supposedly makes you live longer! It also prevents you from dementia. Whether that is really true I'm not sure, maybe you get all the 'crazies' out of you if you spend half your life pissed as a tick off a couple of bottles of red, so that when you finally sober up your brain mechanism all spring back to normal. Most probably not but that's EXACTLY how I imagine it.


6. Now this one has no been academically or medically proven but basically you should drink red wine because it tastes so damn good, and you look like a complete badass whilst doing it. I was in Paris last year and I took no better pleasure than ordering a red wine in a swanky bar and sipping on it like I was fucking king shit.

All information was taken from the following websites:

http://www.healthdiaries.com/eatthis/10-health-benefits-of-red-wine.html
http://www.meteck.org/wine.html
http://www.dumblittleman.com/2008/01/8-straight-benefits-of-red-wine.html
http://www.healthcastle.com/redwine-heart.shtml

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Cloudstreet

Tim Winton's classic Australian novel Cloudstreet has been adapted into a TV mini series and is currently airing on Showtime.

I'm absolutely devastated that I hadn't read the novel before I started watching the miniseries. It's one of those books that's been sitting there on my to-read list for about the past 3 years. It's funny how you associate certain books with school and are hesitant at reading them at first because they remind you of your ugly, ranting english teacher from year 8. For years I'd hated Oscar Wilde's The Portrait of Dorian Gray, and when I came back to it a few years ago I was so enthralled with it I was almost ashamed at having disliked it the first time.

Cloudstreet was one of those novels I'd associated with the HSC, and so I hadn't considered reading it until I saw a review on the First Tuesday Book club about a year and a half ago. I will pretty much read anything that Marieke Hardy recommends (she first introduced me to A Confederacy of Dunces, my favourite book of all time- behind Harry Potter of course). So its title has been sitting in my moleskine diary for a few years now and I am absolutely kicking myself for not having read it before it graced my plasma screen every monday morning (thanks IQ!).

I'm always a little unsure when it comes to film adaptations of books, most of the time they lack the detail, description and flow that's so imperative to the storyline of a book. Yet Matthew Saville's portrayal seems to be dreamlike, I actually feel as if I am reading the novel when I watch it. I wish I were able to sit here and compare the two mediums but looking at the series as a stand alone piece I think its fantastic.

It's hard to bring to life a novel, but even harder to do it with relatively minimal dialogue. Saville seems to be able to bring these dream sequences to life, and get right into the heart of Fish Lamb. These characters are not likeable in the normal sense, each one of them disturbed by their past and unsure of what they can make of their future. I am only two episodes in but I can already feel a connection to the characters, and the house that seems to be its own character, living and breathing.

The costumes are incredibly well done (I would kill for a few of Rose or Dolly's dresses). And the acting is inspiring. I tend to not like typical Australian stories but I think that this story transcends culture and becomes a modern Australian story- the story of struggle and perseverance that most Australians (from any culture) have had to endure in this land.

If ANYONE has the book and would like to lend it to me, hit me up! I'm already addicted...